Friday, September 24, 2010

Anger turned towards oneself becomes depression.
Why would you ever need to be angry at yourself? You did your best, didn't you, with the knowledge that you had? We all do. There's no need for hindsight, or what ifs. You learn your lesson and you do better next time.

I will not allow anybody to make me feel guilty anymore!
I will not allow anybody to tell me what I should have done!
I will not allow anybody to make me feel bad!
I will not allow anybody to make me feel stupid or incompetent!
I will not allow anybody to patronize me!

In the words of Rage Against The Machine: Fuck you I won't do what you tell me!
And in my own words: Fuck you I won't think what you tell me!

Hmm. I think I'm finally reaching puberty. ;) And should probably be writing a song right now....

1 comment:

  1. Janita dear thank you for always being a source of inspiration in more than one ways. Your music has always been the first to achieve this but through your writings we all get to also catch a glimpse of your beautiful soul. Thank you for sharing your thoughts with us.
    By the way I was just listening to your Savyja, Believer, Janita, I'll be Fine, Seasons of Life, and Haunted albums all day yesterday with a music lover friend of mine in Athens Greece where I am visiting again these days. Our ears were having a feast... :)